Just a phase..

hopefully.

And i know that it's a wonderful world
but i can't feel it right now
Well i thought that i was doing well
but i just want to cry now

I'll probably regret this entry soon enough. But right now? This is hell. You are giving me hell. I'm not used to using vulgarities in reference to you, but it's becoming a habit. I mean really. Am I all that bad?! Am I? Really? That you have to pile up all that crap about me? Use everything against me?

It's sad cos it used to be so great. Now, I'm just trying to ignore you as best as I can. The sight of your face, your very presence, and I feel bile coming right up.

That, or my eyes are on auto-roll at the slightest hint of your voice. Take your pick.

I'm not perfect, yeah I get that. But then again neither are you so stop it damn it! Just stop.

Whatever it is, it sure as hell isnt my fault. So it really is pretty darn brilliant of you to vent it out on me.

I cant even talk to you anymore.

And I miss that.